Thoughts while pedaling... dating

Am I the only person that thinks If I didn’t date everybody and there mom, I would be a lot further along in my quest to live a long and fulfilling life? I look back at tall the failed relationships-- where I changed to a point of obsession to become the person they were looking for -- or I forced myself to like them, because in my heart I thought this will be the best I ever get...do you ever hear these words -- just keep running the race and after a while if you look over and see that proverbs 32 woman or man of God... keep running... because Father God will make your path intercept... for the longest time I thought this was just malarky... and then after six failed relationships... with major pining of why doesn’t she want me.... I gave up the search and said forget it --- I’m not going to date anymore--- 2 months later mr freewheeling and fancy free meets ms. right at a singles party --- and would you believe Father God spoke that night and said this is the one for you? So I hate to parrot the keep running proverb, but boy would life been much simpler I focused on the run to Christ and was suprised by the colision of my soul mate beth.